Helli

hello

BOB

Eto na naman ako
Nakaupo habang iniisip ka
Tulala dahil ilang araw na
Hindi ka nagpaparamdam
Ang bawat gabi ay tila bang naging
Senyales na wala na
At ang bawat umaga ay nagsasabing
Kailangan na kitang kalimutan

Tinext kita,
Pero eto pa rin ako
Umaasa na mareplyan mo man lang
Nangungulila na ang puso kong
Sigaw ay ikaw at ikaw lang…

Oo, sorry na mahal ko.
Alam kong nasaktan kita
Pero eto ako ngayon sumasamo

Asan ka na ba?
Andito pa rin akong naghihintay sayo
Dahil sayo parin itong aking puso
Tabihan mo ako habang nakaupo sa ilalim
Ng langit na tila bang ikaw rin ang hinihintay
Oo, dahil ang isang ikaw lang ang kailangan ko

Oktubre nang tayo’y nagsimula
Disyembre nang naglaro ang tadhana at
Pebrero nang tinapos ni kupido..

Isang bituin lang ang hinihingi ko..
Para masagot ang lahat at mayakp k
Isa lang…  isang ikaw lang, BOB!

Eto na naman ako
Nakaupo habang iniisip ka
Tulala dahil ilang araw na
Hindi ka nagpaparamdam
Ang bawat gabi ay tila bang naging
Senyales na wala na
At ang bawat umaga ay nagsasabing
Kailangan na kitang kalimutan

Tinext kita,
Pero eto pa rin ako
Umaasa na mareplyan mo man lang
Nangungulila na ang puso kong
Sigaw ay ikaw at ikaw lang…

Oo, sorry na mahal ko.
Alam kong nasaktan kita
Pero eto ako ngayon sumasamo

Asan ka na ba?
Andito pa rin akong naghihintay sayo
Dahil sayo parin itong aking puso
Tabihan mo ako habang nakaupo sa ilalim
Ng langit na tila bang ikaw rin ang hinihintay
Oo, dahil ang isang ikaw lang ang kailangan ko

Oktubre nang tayo’y nagsimula
Disyembre nang naglaro ang tadhana at
Pebrero nang tinapos ni kupido..

Isang bituin lang ang hinihingi ko..
Para masagot ang lahat at mayakp k
Isa lang…  isang ikaw lang, BOB!

A Sworn Statement to the Legal Eagle whom I surrendered my Heart but chose to break it

You came into my life like somebody i never expected. It was like the speed of light  that even my naked eye couldnt explain and see but my heart beats faster as it whispers your name . There was this gravity pulling me towards you and i was like pocahontas following the wind wherever it takes her. The wind of hearts ,the music  of my heart and the symphony of my brain as my blood runs through my veins as it took me to you.

At first, I tried to ignore it but your voice whispered through my ears every night and your blurred face haunted me. You are like Edward Cullen that you suddenly appears in my dreams and on my mind and I am like Bella Swan ready to offer her neck to you for you to bite and give you my blood.  The first time I saw you , you were standing just a meter away from me with your black suit, white button-up dress shirt and a tie. I can see Christian Grey in you. You are tall,smart looking and mysterious and that made we want you.

We talked for long hours, about you and about me. We had funny convos,late night convos and very deep convos. Yes, we did some fights ,arguements , misunderstandings but it never broke us. Instead , it made our friendship stronger until we agreed to have this special relationship a game kind of relayionship(but with rules). I set the rules as you demanded. Those rules were:  a. When in public we will just act like friends but when just the two of us we have this “US relationship”.
b. You can go wherever you want or with someone you want.
c. Who fell in love first will  be the looser.

And, that was how our story started as “US” . First day, was kind of exciting, we never mind the time even if you still have work the next day same as mine. 2nd day, 3rd day, 4th had passed until the 5th and 6th day without communication and on the 7th day you gave up. I don’t know why what was your reason. I was shocked. You talked so much and I can’t defend myself. You act like a paranoid, you say things I didn’t know. You kept on telling about past issues. I know you are good in debating and that’s why I shut up because if I keep on arguing with you the situation will just get worse. I let you win the arguement. I apologized for the mistakes I never did.  I admit I fell in love with you. I lost. I am a loser again.

We started again as friends. Our  relationship with rules ended with just one week . We shared some convos again but there’s limitations.  Your birthday came, New year came we were still happily chatting and texting each other .

Lately, you were so different. You were so cold. Yes, I am upset  at you , I am fed up and who wouldn’t? You made me feel you were not interested anymore. Who will be happy with your one -liner replies on my 3 sentences messages?  I don’t know why what happened to you.

Yes i fell in love or should I say I fall in love with you..and I still do on this very moment 3:00am of February 6, 2016 Yes, 2 months after we bacame official in a game of love)  but i think it is slowly fading now. When you came into my life, i’ll just quote what Christian Grey said, “I’ve never wanted more, until I met you.” Your name , our story will be written on a paper boat and release it on the sea as I close my eyes and as tears fall down , I’m gonna move on and let go.. Babe, thank you for the lesson, thank you for the heartaches and thank you for coming into my life and made me smile in a very short time.

PS.

SORRY..

If I let you waited or wasted your effort on our 4th day. Sorry if I acted so “suplada ” with you that time I just want to make “lambing . Sorry because like Christian Grey your life was ordered, calm and controlled until I came and made it miserable. You are a good man, a man with a heart.

  “Letting you go is hard
But I need to move on and let go of you
My heart is crying so bad
Tired of this , I should go

There is no reason of fighting
Coz you don’t care anymore
This is pointless
My heart is aching…”

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SIMPLICITY that what mkes her Beautiful..

She’s so Gorgeous!!! Yan ang masasabi ko… napaka-simple nyang girl, yung tipong hindi maarte kahit na sobrang sikat nya na at alam naman natin na galing sya sa buena familia… Hindi sya sa takot na mainitan o maarawan ,sya yung babaeng “on the go” kaya minhal sy ng marami….. 

Weeds of LOVE

• Been this for a month
• Since you left me with a broken heart
• Where my emotions are black and grey
• This agony that you caused me.
• makes my life no direction every single day..

• I see you and me in a blurry mirage
• Didn’t expect this to happen coz I thought
• you’re brave enough to fight for this love
• I was fool and stupid ,I was blind with your game
• It’s just a shame!
• and I am to blame…
• You’re happy with another girl..
• you forgot the three-month rule

• Thinking about us  is like struggling to breathe…
• Smokin’ high…
• you’re my illegal drug  that I’m trying to sniff  ,the blunt of my night
• but everytime I open my eyes
• I am rolled with this dreamlike feeling
• This memory of us made me sick…
• I was so wrong….
• I am addicted with you… I am addicted with this WEEDS of LOVE..
• But I’m tryin’ to forget you but I cant..
• this feeling is Surreal..I am just hallucinating.

(to be continued)

My TEDDY BEAR

My TEDDY BEAR.

My TEDDY BEAR

(When insomnia strikes…. XD)

It’s 11:11,gonna make a wish
I’ll close my eyes and think of you
My heart beats faster, Im blushing but ,Hush!
Be my baby in just a cue

From Antique to Suffolk
This is how my love for you flies
I painted this town with blue,red,orange and pink
Your smile caress my soul and there’s no lie

Flickering colors around us
My Teddy Bear please notice me
I want to hug you so tight
And kiss your lips tonight
I don’t care ‘coz I love your Ginger head..
Say please..I love you my Teddy Bear ..my teddy bear-Ted..

Hold my hand and I’ll runaway with you
Take me to Forks..and there will be Me and You..
Strum your guitar and sing lullaby…
Light a cigar and say ehh–ehh my Teddy bear
That Im your dear..

(picture from Ed sheeran’s insta @teddysphotos)

#djandi #hannahdelacruz

For my crushie Ed Sheeran @teddyphotoss
@teddysphotos

Both of US … Against the World

You and I  fighting this battle

Our Journey seems to be riding on a shuttle

the feeling of being shattered

BY.HANNAH DE LA CRUZ

But when our lips meet it’s like the world is ours for just a night.

The story of us..

all about crying and fighting for our love

waiting for the white dove

Coz both of us against the world and..

Here we are standing and holding onto each other

Tonight we’re gonna make this world ours and we don’t bother

Holding you tight  and the sound of your voice caress my heart as it touches my skin

and baby you are my lover

I know someday will be embracing the future together

Just have faith  for this , for both of us

Coz one day will be Perfectly together

as everything gets better

for BOTH OF US..

A FAN GIRL CONFESSION: When Destiny strikes…

Here we go!!

It was a colorful night a festival around the city of Love. A  friend of mine, invited us(Jerah, Mayen and Marjorie) to one of their gigs as their band will be performing as a front act. At first, I was like?? Okay??! coz I am  really not a fan of OPM bands or OPM artists but I used  to. We enjoyed the night , as if there was no tomorrow coz we really value those moments like this coz of  our busy school schedules. We saw lots of artists, Finally, here comes our friend’s band performing ,we cheered them up. After they performed we were still there standing on a chair with just one leg (we were in the state of equilibrium, trying to play balancing with just one leg).

Lights ready, drums roll…. and  a man wearing checkered polo( he looks likeJericho Rosales)… It was like, an incredibly a feeling high moment when I heard the voice of this man. The sexiness of his voice that melts my heart as he started singing everyone was like ,”WAAAAAAH.” I was too amazed of his voice , how he performed and the simplicity of him. We went home to our dorm with this kind of situation ” OH MY GOD! THAT WAS AN AWESOME PERFORMANCE!” and  that was the start of the ” Bukambibig” of him all the time. It was crazy, we joined  his fans club, followed  him on formspring where we were able to communicate with him and of course how could I forget the moment when we were chatting on FACEBOOK. The feeling of… I was like in heaven!  But wait…… I’m almost on my second paragraph, wait the man that I am talking about is yes the “one and only” COACH BAMBOO and his true name is Francisco Gaudencio Lope Belardo Mañalac.

As my craziness over him gets wild , my mother  went to Iloilo city to visit me and we went to a mall. I asked her to buy me an album of BAMBOO and she said yes (what a supportive mother!) .

2013 was the year when I met him. His manager Sir Pancho called me to meet at Iloilo International airport and I was at the TV station that time where I am having my TV internship. I was nervous. I can’t describe the feeling that my dream will come true for any moment. my ex-roommate Jerah who were patiently waiting outside the station for me. I ran to one of the staff and told her that Bamboo’s manager called me and I was so touched coz ma’am also helped me and allowed me to have my early out. Mayen, Jerah and I were waiting for a taxi but none came ‘coz the street was still closed because of the Dinagyang. After How many minutes na taxi came and we agreed for a 4OO pesos fare even we don’t have money left, We waited for him at the airport but when he came and went out of the van everyone gets wild. Someone pushed me there and even stepped on my foot until I was on the van and I was shocked when I turned my head it was him, my BAMBOO… I didn;t expect ‘coz I was just being pushed(sunod sa agos). One of the security came and I think get mad at me. But what can I do I never meant to enter on the Van. Actually, Mayen and Jearh were looking for me too and I was looking for them too. I think that was “Destiny”. Destiny that God find a way for us to meet coz even me I was speechless. To the management, I AM SORRY.EVEN ME ,I WAS SURPRISED HOW I ENTERED THE VAN. Everything happened for a reason maybe it’s GOD’s own plan.

Special thanks to sir MYK SALONGA for the picture..